Hey guys, I’m finally done with University and to tell you the truth I struggled to finish this extra year that I applied for. Towards the end of the course, I became quite stressed because I couldn’t focus, I couldn’t force these creative ideas anymore. I wanted to work hard and earn money, and do stuff that makes me happy, like fitness or starting back fashion blogging again. So I didn’t attend my exhibition I haven’t applied for Graduation, because it all seems a bit too final for me. Its not for everyone, especially Graduation, the thought of how I’d manage my social anxiety wrecks me. I hate crowds and I just don’t feel so proud of myself to say that I have learnt a lot on my course. I have grown and learnt SO many life lessons instead. I have changed in lots of ways within my personal development, I know what I want to do in the future. I even made a complete irrelevant slide show on this course and explained to everyone in the class that I want to be a full time fashion blogger. I didn’t really see peoples reactions but hey ho. I know it sounds unrealistic and I’m pretty sure my Dad wouldn’t be impressed, but I really love clothes. I love reviewing them, bringing them alive in the most beautiful backdrop or creating a staged set, just to make an outfit pop. For me clothes are more than something you just take a photo of on the street and call it street style, clothes create character, they create memories and thats always something I’ve love to express throughout my 5 years of blogging. So now its an end of an era and I feel very anxious about the future and where I’ll end up. But whats making me stay positive right now is the fact I am allowed to dress up in outfits I love on the daily and take photos without any pressure of essays or coursework. Phew!
Hope your all well guys, and you can keep up to date with events and brands I’ve been working with over on my Instagram.
Lots of love,