Hey everyone, this post is dedicated to my beautiful Russia Doll Ivanova, we recently spoke on Twitter whilst noticing that we were both going through some kind of relationship turmoil. A Summer of heartbreak wasn't on the agenda but you can't help what your heart feels. When some one doesn't love you back you have to let go. These photos are a depiction of loving the beauty of nature and life itself and to appreciate how comforting mother nature can be when you are feeling lonely. If your like me and you chose love over girlfriends you'll find that your lacking in female company when you need it most. But there are many girls online that are in the same situation and its amazing to know your not alone. To depend on someone to make you happy and they suddenly dont want to be a part of your life anymore can have devastating effects. But you have to be strong and surround yourself with family and positive people it will help to inspire you. I don't want to know of any of my girl followers to be crying over a boy and not being able to live their life because of them. You can do this, heartbreak is only bad if you let it. You can control if you want to unhappy over a dumb boy! I know it is really hard and you blame yourself and you miss the good memories you spent together, but there is a reason why that didn't continue. Its for you to learn about how strong you are and it allows space for someone to walk into your life who will appreciate you dearly.
It is hard to understand how love works, and its more complicated than what we see in films or books. But as young delicate souls we are wishing everyday to settle and to be comfortable, but don't be afraid of change! Embrace it and look forward. Appreciate those happy ever after stories and movies but realise sometimes they are unrealistic but it does happen and you could be the lucky one.
Be around those who understand you and do what you love! Share your secrets and heartbreaks with girlfriends, and if you don't have any close girlfriends like myself, make pen friends! you could always email me. I don't think I could 100% make you happy but I will listen and sometimes that is all we need in this world!
Lots of love,